I'm New...

lately I feel like I've been a different kind of Person. maybe It's because I am slowly breaking out of this shell that use to worry or care what people wanted of me. And now I feel as though i owe it to myself to tell those same people to piss off! Maybe I'm being a little conceited. But, isn't that really a good thing compared to being miserable? So what...I don't have tons of money, or the latest fashions, or have sex on a daily basis. But I am still the coolest/realist person someone could meet at my age. I mean if i don't do things the way most would, that makes me an individual, or even creative. SOmeone, please enlighten me to how people can continuously praise anyone like that. Someone who makes a point that they stands over you. They preach to you about how you have nothing they have, or won't achieve anything they do. How can you love or be attracted to anyone like that?
Is this blog post centered around women? Maybe I'm tired of empty compliments from women. Let's try something, tell me the truth, I'm a nice guy but I'm just not fly, you need a man with money not some young philosophizing dummy. You wish to find a man like me, but you'd rather fuck my opposite. Sorry for the lingo. I think I'm frustrated that i hear so many good things about me, only to be slapped in the face by gentle temptations based off of fallacies. Tell me, is my friend based based on my wealth? I never talk about my money. Wise people have already told me, when you find your wealth someone on the other side will find a way to exploit it. I'm going to just continue on my path. My artwork has been getting stronger (sorry no new artwork for the blog in this post, promise some for the next one), my writing has found more feeling, and my mind has begun to swell with all types of knowledge. I'm not sure where I wanted to go with this post, but i needed to bleed some frustration. i'll continue this another time...